I reach my hand out, to grab the ray of hope
It was just in front of me, so close...
Then I turned back, my big mistake

I saw it all.
The past. The horrors. The blood.
It terrified me. It dragged me back.
I was back again to the bloodshed.
The tears, it streamed down, mixed with the blood.
Wrists, legs, neck, eyes. Tragedy struck from every angle. It became cuts, wounds, scratches.
Hope...it seemed further than before

All was an illusion though.
The scars, the sights, the darkness. I should have known. It was all hallucinations on my part.
"I screamed at everyone. I broke down and cried."
I wish to be able to do that: To show that I'm still hurt inside.
I want to be cured
Someone help cure me
Take away these fake illusions, bring me back to the real world
I don't want to live in the past...

I'm sorry I act like I'm not me sometimes.
Really can't help being that way...
So please forgive me, and bring me higher to hope again, will you?

But you'll be gone for 3 days again...
I hope you don't leave me.

Name: Alyce / Rinko
Age: 17
Birthday: 29011996
I'm female, I game, I draw, I cosplay
There's nothing much to say sometimes.

What I want.
-Love
-Good job
-Peace
-Sleep

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Melodies♫

.As long as you love me - Justin Bieber
.Angel with a Shotgun - The Cab
.Killing our Memories - Fable
.Pieces - Red
.If you cant hang - Sleeping with Sirens
.Suicide Note - Kyle Spratt
.When She Cries - Britt Nicole
.Mirrors - Justin Timberlake

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