.Monday, 19 December 2011 ♫ 07:50 ♫
What. The. Fark. With. The. Title.
Lol. Uhm. Yeah. What. Really, I don't know. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Watched a lot of funny videos. Laughed my ass off. Penguinz0 is a funny commentator. Can't stop laughing at his commentary (: Hais. My stupid stomach hurts T_T
It'll hurt for a long time anyway. I should stop punching my stomach and womb. Nothing in there but air anyway. Even if I punch it. Hais. I want children. What if I damage my body and won't be able to get any? I don't know.
I just want to go into a coma now. I just want to sleep, and never wake up. I just want to fast foward. I want to wake up, and see who's fateful, who's loyal. Everything. I want to find out the truth about everything. I want to wake up, knowing that everything changed. Knowing, the truth. Everything.
Hmm. I don't know. I just read the news. About someone just getting onto a bus, then going into a coma. Wow. That easy. Why isn't it me. I don't understand. So innocent. I deserve it more. I guess. Poor woman. Haish. I wish I wish. Badly.
Stupid. Envy. Stupid. Greed. Stupid. Sins. God dang it. I feel like just stabbing everything. Honestly.
Lol. Was planning to post a happy post. Decided against it. Oh well. Sad blog is sad. Whiny too. Zzzz. Ok ohmaigawd. I'm so... I'm feeling so sian... Zzz. Hmmmm.
I feel like cutting again, swallowing pills. everything. Punching walls. Hahahhaha. What the hell. Kthxbye. Don't care leh.
~Rinko