.Tuesday, 23 April 2013 ♫ 11:20 ♫
My Immortal - Evanescence
Story of Us - Taylor Swift
Is being just awkward with me and ignoring me, worth all these sleepless nights? How I'd cry myself to bed until morning, how I'd think about you.
So ok. You don't want to talk to me anymore. I get it. You have your new friends. I get it.
Does that mean I don't have to take care of myself anymore? Do I not have to stop the urge to hurt myself? Do I not have to eat every meal like you've asked me to? Can I start clawing at my arm now? Can I survive on sleeping pills every day? Can I start lying to people like you?
You're online now. I see you online. Why won't you talk to me like before? Do you not like to talk to me anymore? Do you hate me now? Funny how you were the only person who wasn't frustrated with me and yet now, you're not talking to me anymore.
Melvin gave me this song:
Move Along - All American Rejects
Okay. I'll stop being upset now. Sigh.
-Alyce