.Tuesday, 14 May 2013 ♫ 12:15 ♫
I cannot take it.
I mean. Is it wrong. I mean, wouldn't it be better and cleaner for the chat to be clear of unnecessary spam? They could discuss it in their own chat. I mean, it'll also be easier for them so that they won't be interrupted by our conversation. Or vice versa. But..
Me: OH MAI GAWD GAIZ.
your group work, discuss in another chat
your group work, discuss in another chat
Joey: psht
Me: easier mahhh
Calvin: why?
it keeps it active here
its all good
it keeps it active here
its all good
Really now? He's defending her... And yet after that, he tells Mato that posting pics and all isn't allowed so as to keep the chat clean? You know. It obviously says something.. It means something.
Ha. I guess my suspicions are right. I guess they both like each other. And this is just going to be another repeated chapter in my life. Thought I'd never experience this pain of having the person you trust taking away the person you love the most in your life.
I thought this place would be different. I was wrong. It's the same, the exact copy. I'm still sad. I'm still crying every night because of school. I don't want to go anymore. No more assignments, no more friends. Just let me be isolated like I was in Primary school again please... Where the only time I cried was because someone snatched my nugget. And my mother was there to scold the bitch. If only life was like that. If only I didn't have to live it on my own.
I'll get my knife back. I will. Or something. Just something to bring me somewhere else but here.
He wants me to stop cutting. He's a liar. Joey probably told him to tell that to me. It's always the case. I can't trust him anymore. I can't trust that whatever comes out of his mouth is from him. I can't trust him to be him anymore... He's so much like Sean and Nat at the same time. I don't know..
This feeling is killing me. I'm killing myself slowly. I'm dying slowly. Someone save me.. I just fucking hate myself.
-Alice
