.Friday, 17 May 2013 ♫ 11:02 ♫
I Hate You (Don't Leave Me) - Ke$ha
I was happy today. Cos Calv was nice to me. I was happy. I was.
he drew the line long time ago
He told me already
He said "Syai will always be my friend. I will never let the love get in it way"
Well. There's goes everything. Just my luck, huh. Just when I was on cloud 9, I'm being pushed down already. Thanks so much for this. I won't even bother talking about what made me happy. Doesn't matter anymore. Because it never did. I get the message now. I'm supposed to be upset forever. I can't be happy. I GET IT. OK?
JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE. LEAVE ME BE BY MYSELF. WHY MUST PEOPLE MAKE ME CRY? WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO BE HAPPY?
I get it. Everyone hates me. I hate me too you know. Doesn't that make me one of you? Won't I fit in? Why am I so useless and shit. Why can't I be perfect. Why am I like this. Why am I me?
-Alice