I don't know why I keep getting upset these days. Like really crying on the spot. Sigh.
Maybe I do know. Actually. Yeah. I DO know. I'm just sad and unwanted. Hahahah unwanted like Bryan. Hey at least I realised it.
Everyone has someone who will take care of them. I mean . Joey has Calvin. Sundram has group 1. Weiqiang has Isabelle. Isabelle has Vincent. Vivian has Ben. And I'm just here like. Who the hell needs me? I don't need to stay alive for anyone right? Why am I living then? What's the point to my existence?
I want to make people happy. But am I really? I... I think it's safe to die now.