I didn't complete my plan. I was too much of a coward to. Riz intervened. I couldn't do much. I.... I've always wanted someone to stop me.. Even if it's time and again. Even if it's the person I hated. I wanted someone to slap me in the face and tell me things, like they need me and I shouldn't leave em alone.

It never happened. The world is selfish. But not selfish enough to have a reason for me to stay.

I'm writing this a day after. Kept dozing off thanks to the tablets.. Let's try and use another drug next time... Or just cut. I don't even care anymore. Promises or what. If they hurt my feelings on purpose again.. I will do it. No hesitations this time. Those two have played with me enough.

I'll buy a blade on Thursday. To hold onto. Just in case.
~Alyce

Name: Alyce / Rinko
Age: 17
Birthday: 29011996
I'm female, I game, I draw, I cosplay
There's nothing much to say sometimes.

What I want.
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-Good job
-Peace
-Sleep

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.As long as you love me - Justin Bieber
.Angel with a Shotgun - The Cab
.Killing our Memories - Fable
.Pieces - Red
.If you cant hang - Sleeping with Sirens
.Suicide Note - Kyle Spratt
.When She Cries - Britt Nicole
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