.Sunday, 25 August 2013 ♫ 11:01 ♫
No he doesn't like me. Stop telling yourself he does. Compared to every other person in his life, what are you worth? Nothing. NOTHING. Can you imagine not meeting him? Things would be so much better for him. He would be so much happier now without you.
Why did you fall for him? Why must you make his life so miserable? Why must you pester him every single day with your stupid texts? Why are you such a FUCKING BURDEN? Why can't you just leave him alone... Why couldn't you just die at that moment, why didn't you jump off sooner? Because you'd think he'll call because he cared? Because he loves you?
He doesn't. No. He was told to call you. Because he was the only person who could fix it.
He wished he wasn't.
Everyone wished so.
Why do you still bother? Why do you still want him? Why do you still
love him? Why can't you just let him go? Why can't you just leave him alone? Why are you such a pest? Why are you such a parasite to him? You could've just been dead. Why didn't you? Sure he cares but haven't you considered the fact that you annoy him everyday to the point where he has no choice but to care? Fucking annoying twat. Why won't you die. Why can't you die. Why are you still alive. Why can't you just fucking stop breathing. Just fucking go die already why must you be here still. Why couldn't Syahira just take over your place. Why couldn't you be the dead one instead. Why are you still alive here.
You don't deserve any happiness. You don't deserve anything good out of life. You just need to die. You need to die. You need to fucking
DIE. Just leave the poor boy alone already.
-Rinko