.Saturday, 17 August 2013 ♫ 00:01 ♫
Somesongthing
Ok so yesterday was 16 August. I'm going to type about that today.
So first of all.
I didn't ignore you guys ok. I don't ignore people unless they piss me the fuck off, or they ignore me first. In the first place I wouldn't be texting you or anything.
Secondly, I don't sit with you guys. Ok it didn't start that way ok. First I ask Wei to sit with us, he said no repeatedly. I threaten to cut also he still won't move. Fuck. Ok. Liddat lor. Leave you lor. Even if I offer to seat slightly away from them you still don't want. Ok fine. It's what you want, I respect that.
I see you two eat alone together. Ok. Isabelle asked if I wanted to sit with them. First of all, I haven't eaten lunch with her ever since the project started. I ate with you already. So of course I say I want to be with her. You ask me why I with them. No, I am not with THEM. I'm just with Isabelle. Did you not see I never even talk to THEM much. I'm also just fangirling over Geof's arms ok. So sexy.
Back to the topic. Everyone was so fucking busy after lunch was over so we didn't go around as per usual. So I cannot go over and say hi to you also. At 5.30 I had to go home because shit cropped up and I have to call people. A friend came back and I have to make sure everything's fine and he owed me an explanation. So I went home immediately. Coincidence when Geof and Benedict went home on the same train as me. You could say, he made my day better.
I fell asleep soon after things were settled because I've been sleeping at 3am in the morning trying to keep Vivian company while Ben was away so that she doesn't get depressed. The night before was Andrew passing me Batman comics to read so I had to stay awake. I have to wake up at 6 because I live so fucking far from YCK. So ok. Sleep. I needed sleep. You thought I was ignoring you. Bitch, if I was, you would see me tweeting everywhere except replying you.
This. This is one classic example of why I can't be bothered anymore. You know. Because you guys are so fucking stubborn. I can't be bothered to even continue trying to help. Why can't you just let things go? We're all stuck in the same class for 3 years. Just accept that ok, sometimes you can't see things the same way as, let's say, Calvin or Isabelle or Joey or Yiming or whoever else in the clique. Ok maybe you can't stand Calvin's arrogance, or Joey's voice, or Isabelle's madness, or Shawn's awesomeness (idk). But can't you just bypass all those negative traits and just let them in a lil? I don't tell them ALL my problems or shit either. They don't need to know that. It's not that I need them, I just am friends with them. Not like I share their views.
Fine I may be better at acting than you guys. But that doesn't mean you have to avoid them. They're all more extroverted than I am. I don't hate you guys. I love you two because we're all the same thinkers, we're all outcasts. I can never leave you peeps. But I just. Sometimes there are things we can't agree on. And well. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry my pov is different and I'm way more open-minded than you are.FUCK. I'm sorry for that. Sorry for not having enough time to care for the both of you. Sorry I'm a useless fuck. I go cut now ok. Sorry.
-Alyce.
